In about one hour, Jarrod and I will be leaving to head to the hospital to have our little sug. I got up a little earlier than my alarm just because I couldn't sleep. This is the story with Wednesday night too, but Wednesday I just laid in bed staring at the ceiling. So, I figured this morning I would just give in and get up earlier, get a nice long hot shower and take my time getting ready and I have to say I'm glad I did. So, how do I feel? What are my emotions? Exactly the opposite as I thought they would be. My head is trying to tell me to get ready for the crazy day that lies ahead, but the rest of me seems to be pretty relaxed. I feel like yeah, I'm going to have a baby today (all chill-like.) =) Normally, I'm the opposite. My body is going crazy from nerves and my head is trying to calm me down. Granted I'm not actually at the hospital yet, not hooked up to the monitor and machines, but I'm just going to face that when it gets here.
My sister has got her laptop with her and I think there is internet access at the hospital so we'll try to keep you posted today, it will probably be someone other than me writing but we'll do our best.
Thanks so much to you all for your thoughts and prayers today. I know that's the reason I'm doing so well right now and will continue to the rest of the day.
*I'm gonna be a mommy today!*